YAY Its CHRISTMAS!!

Merry Christmas to all and God bless everyone

I'm in the UK now and in uni. I haven't offically started lectures yet but i have offically started the term. i now live in this wonderful little place, which i'm actually still amazed that i can find my way back to in this little campus thats built like a maze for some weird reason. My house is called ... actually i'm not quiet sure, no one can remember or pronounce it right so my flat mates and i call it WaynesWorld, cause it sounds a lot like it ... even though it obviously isn't x) i actually am running on something like 2 hours of sleep because we came back from the main campus for some talk rather latish, and then i stayed up talking with my falt mates, and then when i went to bed i was woken up by a fire arlam at 3 in the morning. I was so mad. I couldn't get back to sleep at all because i was still a bit jet laggy. x(

I FINNALLY GOOOTTT MY VISAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! yayness. I've been praying and hoping and worrying and worrying and praying some more and i FINALLY GOT IT! just the day before yesterday i was praying and i didn't know what to think or do. I was listening to Tenth Avenue North, and decided to go find their website. one of the guys there wrote this journal entry about getting things and belif into getting things and about the book of James. I read through it and then realized what i had was a lot of doubt in my mind. scared that i wouldn't get it in the end. always doubting i would get it. Then at night when i went to read my bible, my bookmark was on the book of James O_o so i read through the whole thing and this hit me "But when you pray, you must believe and not doubt at all".(James 1:6). So i realized i was doubting and i needed to stop. So i prayed for no doubt, and i prayed for belief. I believed i would get it and here i am today. I GOT MY VISAAAAAA

... I have no idea where to start. First of all the visa people reject my application on the grounds that i didn't have my 'original certificate' of course the ib people don't give out certificates until later. I wanted to wait for those results to come out but my dad wanted to do everything now now now now now. so i gave the people an online printout of my grades and then they rejected the application, so i had to do an appeal. which they said they would get back to me in 2-3 weeks. now its passed the 3 week mark and they STILL haven't said anything and i have NO IDEA WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT. ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH visa people : ( whats so difficult about reading slips of paper??????? why does it have to take a whole month for someone to READ??? ALSDKN SDLAJSLD JLJSD LJSDL JLASJDL JSALDJ LJSDLJALJSD Ln *breathe* lasJDL JLASKJDL JASLDL AJdljsdlnzn AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHH

i feel so ... bleh

i also need a hug

I was looking at my deviant art page and my last journal tells me that i have completed high school ... yet that was a bit longish ago and thus i feel like i should update.

Its been official (- sounds like a wedding) and i am actually going off to Nottingham! I'm actually procrastinating and should be working on my visa now :S but i saw the journal and the need to update ... inspired me to update ... well that's all for the update